X_X Cling on the edge --- Hoping desperately not to drop down
X_X Cling on the edge --- Hoping desperately not to drop down
It`s been such a long time since I have post something. I am glad that there are still some supports in my blog.
The main reason is that I have to rush my O level art coursework; I have been leaving it aside as I have my prelim exams in July. I admit, that I might not be able to pass up in time and might get a F9 for my art. -_-;; This is why now I am cutting short my free time to concentrate on art but I kind of sick of it now. Guess, I just have to bear with it, as it will help me to score well.
The other reason that I have been busy is my CCA duties. In The Girls` brigade I have to hold on important duties even though I am on leave, by the way, they have not let us seniors go though the passing out parade and it August already. I think I should be worth pitying or what.
As I am so called on leave, my assistant temporary took charge of the squad that I am supposed to take care of. But to my disappointment, she is very irresponsible and she acts spoiled at times. When duties are given to her, she did not execute it well. When there is a need to pass down information to the girls in the squad, she did not call and gives excuses like, she has forgotten all about it. The worse thing is that she does not respect her seniors and she shows her attitude to us when she is not happy about some thing. She screams at me through the phone when I ask her to inform the rest of the girls. Some times it makes me feel that I am the assistant and she is the leader.
All the seniors asked me to have a talk with her and I need to discipline her .I tried and she is kind of pissed off with me now. Oh yeah, she is the girl that I have talked to from the earlier posts. Now that I have reconsidered what I have done that day, I find that I should be harsher with her but I dislike scolding people even though there is a need for it. May be that is why, she climbs over my head.
Great, now she wants to quit The Girls` Brigade and I find a bit guilty but my view and thoughts change when I heard the main reason that she wants to quit The Girls` brigade is because, she does not want to take up being a temporary squad leader. She does not want to take up duties and responsibility.
I am sick of it, I done all that I have done, I hope everything turn out fine. Hope she will not be so willful.
National day is coming and I have to march in the Guard Of Honor contingent as there is not much girls left and some of their drill are quite scary so those seniors that are on leave have to stand in and help. There are a few full dress rehearsals that I have to attend, although it is tiring but it’s the time where all of us have that senior and junior bonding. It is kind of fun, I guess even though I am not so suitable for drill and all that.
I have to apologize that this month, there will not be a masterpiece drawn from my brother, as I have not enough time to scan and resize. But I will try to stick to the art work thingy.Here is the drawing plus colour study that I have done for my O level art coursework. It is not that great or pretty but I guess that I will be nice to put up my own artwork occasionally.Please pardon my art work if it is not really that nice.
Oh yeah, the tag board is open for comments and all, I will reply if there is any question asked.
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